Missing papa hubby tonight

• I have these moments where I cannot hardly breathe
• for missing papa hubby
• I am at peace for where he is but
• oh - how I wish he was here with me
• Cancer changes so much in life
• I pray for 3 ladies here on the blogs who
• have to fight the battle
• I know the battle is not theirs-
• but the Lord's but I still hate
• cancer-
• I am doing good some of the time now
• I know that I can manage the majority
• of things on my own
• but
• I loved sharing and caring for papa David
• I try very hard not to question God
• but there are times -----
• I do ask ''why?''
• I am still and quiet
• but I do not hear the answer- sigh
• I am glad to come here and let others
• listen to my heart-
• one day I will know the answer
• and I will be able to accept the answer
• soft hugs and prayers=
• pray for our cancer friends
• good night and
• God bless everyone!!