a change needed for now

• Yesterday I hit the wall and realized that
• I cannot blog backwards right now
• I have to just look forward and until He storeth my soul
• the pain of the past few months is too deep
• of a well and I need to rest beside some still waters
• I will still blog here but for now I have to put
• our cancer journey on ''hold''-
• we know the end of the story and
• where dear papa is
• and that
• is enough for now
• I wanted to tell papa's story but now
• is not the right time for me.....
• but know that I will continue
• to blog my journey as a widow and I
• will have lots of remembering papa but
• only as the memories come rather
• than looking back for memores
• when the times is right then
• I will continue the journey
• and I will be sharing my walk uphill
• with the Lord as my Shepherd
• with you all day by day
• thank you for being here and
• for caring and praying
• huggles me, Meme